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Monday, November 9, 2015

Some days just go like that..

 I love being a homemaker and a stay at home mama. And I am beyond grateful to my hubster for working as hard as he does so that I can have that opportunity. I truly wouldn't trade being able to be home with my kiddies for anything in the world. I've been the mama that works a job outside of the home and goes to school and then still has to come home and be mommy, and that's not easy. I truly don't know how some of you ladies do it! 

I have to admit tho, that whether you stay at home or you work, being a mama is sometimes not easy. In fact, some days it can feel downright impossible! There are those days where for every two things you pick up and put away, your toddler tears out seventeen. Sometimes, I swear my whole life feels like that.

Saturday, November 7, 2015

Coffee!!!!

Is there anything better than coffee? I mean, seriously, I think not. Hot coffee, iced coffee, flavored coffee, plain black coffee, coffee ice cream, coffee all over your face and body...

...Wait, what? I'm not crazy, I swear. Tho it certainly may look that way in this pic, uh?
Covered in coffee. A dream come true!

Sugar scrubs are widely known and loved, right? But coffee? Hey, I'm not one to turn away from something made with coffee. So when I saw this on good old Pinterest, I started to research it a bit. And by research it I mean continued to surf the web, and by a bit I mean for hours. What I kept reading was that coffee (and caffeine) can help diminish the appearance of cellulite, tighten and tone the look of your skin, and serve as one hell of an exfoliant when used as a scrub. Now, maybe it's true, maybe it's not, but it has coffee in it. Coffee. So you know I just had to try it!

All you need is 3 Tbsp used coffee grounds (yep, what's left in your coffee filter after you make a pot of joe), 2 Tbsp cocnut oil, melted (or olive oil), and 1 Tbsp brown sugar. That's it. Just mix it all together really well and store in a sealed jar for up to 2 months!

Whether it does all it claims to do or not, (I mean, my cellulite is still hanging around) it's still pretty awesome to take a shower and have the smell of coffee surround you. And, my skin really did feel amazing after using it. Be sure to use hot water when using this so that the grounds don't clog your drain. Cuz that would suck.

Are you a fan of sugar scrubs? Have you tried it with coffee? What did you think?

Friday, October 30, 2015

Girls just wanna have fun...

Right? I'm supposed to stay off of my foot as much as possible right now since I messed up my foot. How is it possible that I play Roller Derby and yet I injure myself simply walking?!? No cool derby injury story to go along with it or anything. Hahaha

Anyways, time off my feet just means more time to play with my make-up. I had been really playing with Fall colors and different techniques, but since Halloween is quickly approaching I thought I'd see what I could do with my everyday makeup.

Please note two things:
1) These were done very roughly and quickly. (Kinda like the make-up equivalent of a rough draft?) Whichever one I decide to do for Halloween I will take my time and try to improve it.
2) I am by NO means a make-up artist. (As you can plainly see!) I'm just a girl who loves make-up. (and gets paid to play with it. Score!)

Monday, October 26, 2015

Who Are You??

Many of us stumble through this thing called life, just trying to put together the pieces and figure out who we are.

So to help figure this question out, for myself and for you, I created this. Not to toot my own horn or anything, but I can't believe how accurate this really is!

**Disclaimer: Please be sure to do the math correctly, otherwise your answer will be WAY off!!

If your result was accurate, please feel free to share! ;)

Monday, October 19, 2015

The BEST alarm app EVER!!

Ok, so in the past I wrote about the only thing that gets me up in the morning: drinking a BIG glass of water before bed. That way, my only option is to get out of bed NOW or pee the bed. Lol My body has finally gotten used to drinking the recommended amount of water each day, so that doesn't wake me up anymore. 

Needless to say, I was right back to struggling to wake up in the morning.
SIX alarms set every night. Five on my phone and then the main alarm clock in my bedroom. And I'd hit snooze every time. Or I'd shut em off and go back to sleep. I tried moving the main alarm clock across the room so I'd have to get up and turn it off. Nope, just walking across the room isn't enough for me cuz I'll go right back to my bed and snuggle back in. I even downloaded an alarm app that makes you stimulate your brain by solving math problems or typing a random string of letters correctly in order to wake you up. After a while tho, my brain was able to solve the problems and still let me go right back to sleep. 

*click* *uninstall*

Lately, it's been even worse. I am not even hearing my alarms go off at all. I'm sleeping right through them!! It doesn't help that they only play my music for about a minute or less before they automatically snooze themselves.

Whaaaaat is a tiiiired mama to doooo?

Enter my new BFF, an app called Alarmy.

 Alarmy is quite different than most other alarm apps out there. You have a couple wake up options but the one that works best for me is the photo option. You take a picture of something and set it as your wake up pic. Then when your alarm goes off, the only way to shut it the hell off is to take a picture of that same object. Since I need to actually walk around to wake up, I set my picture as a picture of my coffee pot. My coffee pot, like most coffee pots, is in my kitchen. My kitchen is downstairs from my bedroom. So of course that means that I have to get out of bed, trudge down the stairs, open my camera, and focus enough to take a pic to match it.  This is my exact wake up pic:

 SUCCESS! WOOOO HOOOO!!

 And of course it doesn't hurt that after I snap the pic to shut my alarm off,  I'm now standing right in front of my coffee pot. Which, unless I forget to set it up the night before, is ready and waiting to assist in waking me up the rest of the way. I call that a score, for sure!

Goooood mooooooorning! 


 If you are morning challenged like I am, I strongly urge you to give it a try! Then come on back here and let me know if it worked for you!

Wednesday, September 30, 2015

Who Are You?

I don't know about you, but sometimes I tend to get a bit too down on myself. I start seeing all the negatives about myself rather than the positives. I start focusing on the countless things that I didn't get done during the day rather than feeling good about all that I did do.

This can really take it's toll on you! Do we really need to put more stress on ourselves? Society tries hard enough to make us feel bad about ourselves. Why do this to ourselves? So every so often, when I find myself doing just that, I stop and declare five positive things that describe me. Or 5 positive things that I love about myself. If I'm feeling a little creative, or need more of a visual, I'll turn it into a picture and make it my cell phone's home screen for a while.

Sometimes, if I'm being particularly negative and down on myself or my body I will turn the negatives into positives. For instance, I may be thinking:
  • "My legs are so huge." Nope!! Turn that trash around and turn it into "My legs are STRONG. They carry me throughout my day and never give out on me." 
  • "UGH!! My belly is so fat." Nooo. Turn that into "My belly housed three beautiful lives that grew inside of me. My belly has made a very comfy pillow for my beautiful babies."
  • "Sheesh! Look at these flabby arms!" Know where I'm going with this one? "My arms have rocked my beautiful babies to sleep. They have snuggled them as they so sweetly slumbered. They have helped pick my kiddies up after a fall and hugged them tightly while I showered them with kisses. They have hugged friends or family that were feeling down. My arms ROCK!!!"

Positivity really is a state of mind. And when you embrace positivity and project it out into the universe, even more positivity comes back your way. Changing the way I think has changed the way I see things. And changing the way I see things has totally changed my life. Try it and see if you don't feel sooo much better!

Love and Light!
XOXO
RyanAnn



Friday, September 25, 2015

100 Happy Days...

Day 4: Baking makes me happy. It's my little break from the world. My momentary escape from the madness. I love that no matter how craptastic of a day I'm having, I can retreat to my kitchen, turn on some music, and zone out while creating something delicious with my own 2 hands. Something that puts a smile on other people's faces. This is one of my many happy places. #100happydays



Thursday, September 24, 2015

100 Happy Days..

Day 3: My Lucy makes me happy. She is such an old soul. I've never known SUCH a genuinely kind spirit with so much compassion and sweetness, let alone from a girl her age. She truly sees the good in everyone no matter how terribly someone treats her. She's always willing to help someone even if she's tired or sick. She loves everyone for exactly who they are rather than what they can do for her. At almost 12, she still loves to snuggle with me and when we go out in public she voluntarily and unashamedly holds my hand and gives me hugs and kisses. Truth be told,  I was always scared to have a daughter because I was the furthest thing from girly and didn't think I'd know what to do with one. But when she came along, she softened my heart. And dare I say that SHE teaches ME more than I teach her. She makes me see the world in a completely different way. She is going to do BIG things in this world. Just you watch. #100happydays

Wednesday, September 23, 2015

100 Happy Days

Day 2: Fall makes me happy. I'm not into pumpkin flavored everything, tho. I just love the cool crisp weather, coffee and hot chocolate, gorgeous colorful leaves everywhere, coffee and hot chocolate,  ripped up jeans, hoodies, coffee and hot chocolate, bonfires... Did I mention coffee and hot chocolate? lol  Mmmmm yessss!! ‪#‎100happydays‬

Tuesday, September 22, 2015

100 Happy Days...

I've decided to participate in the 100 happy days challenge. Most often we are FAR more blessed than we realize. It can be hard to see the positives amidst the day to day grind that is life. I'm guilty of this far more often than I'd like to admit. Soooo, I'm breaking that cycle. So for the next 100 days, you're stuck seeing a post a day about something that makes me happy.

Day 1: Roller Derby makes me happy. (and less stressed. and proud. and more confident. and.. and.. I could go on forever.) I truly believe that roller derby saved my soul. Probably my sanity, too. It has certainly done amazing things for my low self esteem. My team is such an amazing group of strong supportive women lifting each other up and encouraging one another. Add to that, that I get to push myself and test my limits on a constant basis. I get to defy what my body and mind say that I can't do.I get to learn new things every single practice- both about derby and about myself. I'm so beyond happy that I finally took the plunge and joined last year. #100happydays



Friday, August 21, 2015

Be True, Be YOU...

It is so important to celebrate and love yourself. 
To accept and value yourself. 
To lift yourself UP with positive affirmations rather 
than tearing yourself down with negative self talk.

Be YOU. You are the BEST (and only) you there is! 

Love and light!!

Sunday, June 14, 2015

Ohhhh Noooo You Didn't!!

That moment when you're in bed, Facebook chatting with a bestie, and you FEEL eyes just staring at you. You turn around, ready to swing on a ghost and instead, you see your sleeping hubster sitting up in bed... just staring at you. Just. Fucking. Staring.

  • Me: "What the hell are you doing you creep?!" 
  • Hubster: "Shut the fuck up.
  • "Me: "Oh hell no. Whaaaat??"
  • Hubster: "Shut the fuck up and sit back!!! He's on my tail. Gotta lose him!"  
He then lays back down, closes his eyes, and snores loudly.

Ummm... well alrighty then!


Sunday, June 7, 2015

A Little Post Practice Photo Shoot...

After a particularly brutal roller derby practice, what better to do than strike a pose in all your sweaty stinky glory, right? Bahahaha! True story, folks. Check it out!








Surround yourself with people that force you to do better... Your life will never be the same!




Thursday, May 28, 2015

A little cheering up goes a loooong way...

I was having a pretty crummy day today. The teen and I got into a huge argument that just seemed to never end. That was directly followed by what I suspect was a blood pressure headache. It happens. So, after he had some time to think about everything I said, he noticed I was still pretty down in the dumps. He then decided to cheer me up by dressing my youngest in his wrestling gear and having a wrestling match with her.

"Mom! Mom! Come here! Come look at your kid!"

Can I just say "Awwww, what a great big brother!!" Well I just did. Lol Of course you know I snapped pics of it all. 

Dirty toddler alert!! Dirty Toddler Alert!! Don't judge. She had been playing outside all day and hadn't had her bath yet.

 Let's get it onnnn!


One....Two....Three... PIN!!!


Winner winner Chicken Dinner!

Thursday, April 30, 2015

Weight Loss Progress For April...

WOOOO HOOOO!!! I just weighed out for the month and I'm craaazy stoked!

....Wait, did I really just say that?
 
 I really buckled down this month and am so happy to be able to say that for the month of April I am down exactly 19 lbs! Kinda miffed that I didn't hit my 20 lb goal, but how can I be upset with that loss?? I mean, really. LOL

Excuse me while I take a celebratory selfie..

Bring it, May! You're going DOWN!

Sunday, March 29, 2015

AHHHH!! I don't suck!

As you may or may not know, I joined the Vindicated Vixens in September of 2014. As you may recall, prior to joining, I hadn't skated in 17 + years. After a couple months tho I started showing improvement. I was feeling much more comfortable on my skates, and I was able to skate a lot faster than I had previously been able to.

But suddenly it stalled. Big time! I found myself struggling to skate. Still struggled with a lot of the most simple things. It felt like I was constantly trying to skate through mud. 

My body (and my mind) just wanted to go go GO, but my feet and left ankle (not quite the ankle tho, it is more so the top of my foot where it bends and runs up the outside of my calf) betrayed me every chance they got. The most basic of movements felt like I was trying to fight my way out of quicksand.

Sunday, January 25, 2015

What I Love About Roller Derby...

There is just so damn much that I love about Roller Derby, but I'll try to keep in short and to the point...

I love the true sense of sisterhood and the never ending support and encouragement that my Derby Sisters give. That for the first time in my life, I feel like I've finally found someplace that I fit in, and am accepted, quirks and all.

I love that it pushes me to give my all. That it promises nothing, but offers everything, if you work for it. It pushes me outside of my comfort zone. Pushes me to constantly try and get better.

I love that when I lace up, get out there, and skate, I feel truly free. It calms the mosh pit of endless thoughts that bounce around in my head. I could be having the worst day ever, riddled with anxiety and stress, but once I start skating, it all just melts away.

I love the confidence I am gaining from it, and the way I am watching my body transform. I still have a long way to go on my weight loss journey, but it's happening more quickly with skating and I'm feeling muscles that I never knew I had.

And I LOVE that even if only for an hour and a half during practice, I cease to be mommy, taxi driver, chef, nutritionist, counselor, referee, bath giver, dog taker outer, poop cleaner upper, and the other hundred other hats I tend to wear each day. Don't get me wrong, I love being a mommy and wearing each and every one of those hats and I wouldn't trade that for anything in the world, but for one little moment in time, I get to just be... ME. And that is a pretty awesome thing. ♡